productive day

today was a productive day. it's one of those days where u feel like u have accomplished quite a few things, mildly stressed and stretched, but still in a positive mood at the end of it.

let's see, the day started with the workshop i did for some of the youth team workers. i was quite stressed by the workshop cos it's my first time giving talk on mental health disorders, and i only had a month to prepare etc. but the greatest stress came from my own belief that i'm not competent enough and that i didn't learn anything from my masters. sure i passed everythin for the masters, but really, i dun think i have gained much in terms of working with clients la. i expected my stress level to shoot thru the roof last nite, but strangely, it didn't! i was actually very calm, managed not to ruminate on the talk, and could sleep! then after the talk this morn, the feedback was good and the youth team workers were really appreciative. i feel so... relieved.

then boss showed up at my centre this afternoon. was unexpected, and he sat down to talk to me abt the department stuff etc etc. was fruitful meeting cos for once, boss wasn't ADHD! he was actually sitting down and listening patiently to what i had to say, and even gave me time to think if there's anythin else we left out! felt so good after that because we settled quite a few issues for the department there and then. although along with it came some more work la. strangely though, i felt quite motivated after the meeting.

also managed to do half an evaluation report after the meeting and edited the annual report for my dept. then it was a smooth ride home, nice dinner, uploaded some photos and met bee for a small while! now, there's even time to blog! hah.

now, it's time to calm down and get into the sleeping routine. tmr's an early day, with more work. but at least i'm in a good mood tonite. oh, and there's cell tmr, so it's a long day too. i really shld rest abit more. nitez world!