gearing up

gearing myself up to fight. i hope it doesn't have to end up this ugly,  but i need to be prepared to fight if it happens. no, not fight literally or physically. fight with reason, with assertiveness, with my stand. i won't fight unless u push me to my limit. do not make things difficult for my loved ones, because i may just walk out. i'm peace-lovin by nature but dun test me. i hate the aftermath of things, and i hate to be on my own for this battle. pray the Lord will make u less evil/unreasonable/selfish/blind and all the bad things of the world. pray the Lord will help me to be less angry, and more gentle in my approach. *BREATHE*

i really dun like this cny.