struggle

there are always things that we struggle about, esp as one grows older. there's always the pressure to give up some things or to make some changes.

some things are easier to give up, others are not compromisable. yet some others really make you stuck.

i hate the feeling of being stuck. either way you try to move, you get hurt. it's a constant struggle between the two paths.

the only consolation i can get is that struggling indicates that you're still alive. if you're dead, you ain't struggling no more.

thank you Lord that i'm still alive..