20 Jan 2008

been feeling really de-motivated lately about work and physically tired. not sure why.. maybe cos i've been stuck on the same proposal for so long and can't seem to get out of the un-inspired and unable-to-move-on phase for it. then there's the transition back to working with the kids and their parents. actually, it's jus the parents la. i feel so.... so..... rusty cos it's been 1 mth plus (or issit two mths?) since the last time i screened any of the children. and of course there's all the planning i hafta do for march when sch starts, all the new adjustments to be made. and in view of march, i can't seem to motivate myself to concentrate at work. this is bad. i really wanna do my work well, but it's gettin so hard. it takes so much effort to will myself to focus and get the momentum in work. tsk tsk tsk.. i hope the phase wears out really soon. many things to do, little time to do..