jitter bugs!

i'm in the holiday mood! public hol plus christmas plus new year plus my 2 weeks of leave! sounds pretty relaxing huh? but well, there's still stuff to do durin the two weeks of break la. haf a feelin tt the 2 weeks will whisk past and then it'll be into 2008.

2008. a year of changes for me. i'm really gonna start studying again, this time while working part-time. it's a scary thot u noe, given that it is a different syst of studyin than tat i was used to, havin to really be professional this time, havin classmates who are mostly much(!) older and more experienced than me, 3 practica to do, loads of assignments, and having to juggle work at the same time. i haf a feelin i might jus request for unpaid leave for the 2 years so i can concentrate on my studies, but then tt would mean i'll haf to go hungry for 2 years.. shall start off workin part-time first then see how from there.


i hate changes. as do 90% of all other ppl. but i hate changes more than others 'cos of my personality. but i guess i haf grown a lil' in the sense tt i have come to acknowledge that changes will always occur, ALWAYs. it's something i haf to adapt to. strangely, ppl ard me seemt o think i cope very well with changes, when in fact deep down inside, i really can't deal with them. poor bee had to take all my whining and complaining and sometimes tears when changes occur. i hope this time, i will be better. less whining, less grumbling, less stress. more courage, more smiles, more positive thots.


away frm me jitter bugs! stop flyin, butterflies! strengthen up, heart! it's gonna be a good year.